Changes

Hello friends who are still concerned with what's going on in my life, i've set up a new blog! Livejournal! fruitfilledtree.lovejournal.com. Feel free to drop by and add in your comments! :)

Dreaming with Him

I've a big dream. I'm dreaming with Him. With Him in partnership, i believe it'll come to pass. :)

Watch The Theology of Work on Youtube! By Pst Benny Ho, one of my fav pastors. Good word. Work because of Him. He deserves our best. Make our secular Spiritual. :)

My youths, i'm praying for you still. One day, you'll see the full picture of your life. You will begin to understand His ways. May you not stumble nor turn cold spiritually. Let the fire of God fall upon all of you. Let not your talents or potentials be hidden. But let them shine for He deserves our best. Do not give up searching, but realise He's already found. He's there, in your heart.

Life is not perfect. That's why God came to aid us through those imperfections. Good times, bad times, mundane times, He's STILL in control. 

Is He transforming us?

Christmas present for Jesus

My heart, it's yours.

My life, you'll control.

My hope, it's in you.

My future, you've planned.

My everything.

My God.

My Friend.

3 more papers!!

Ok, i'm quite restless from studying...man, it's 3:18pm on my lappy now you know! Duh...:|

Right, in any case, i thank God for bringing me through my first paper which was on last sat! It was the worst paper i can ever sit for this semester...:| 3 more to go, all of which i do enjoy studying...or rather it doesn't really require as much compared to the first one. Haha...Till then, i'll be free!!!! Haha..

I can't wait to join my youths at HISC, at cell bonding, youth camp, my hope party and christmas! I can't wait to catch up with my beloved friends and hang out like there's no tml! I can't wait to spend shopping times with my mummy and sisters! :P I can't wait to play many many sports with my hall friends! :P :P Dec is going to be a busy period for me then...haha! 

Alright, i shall get back to my Econs :) 

To those out there who are still struggling under NUS exam stress, jia you! :)

Through It All

He's always there for you, even in the hardest times.

Don't despair, He's with you even now.

My God is so faithful, He'll never leave you alone.

God is good, He'll always see you through.

Through it all, i know.

That God is in control, like the sun after the storm.

His love comes shining through.

Yes i know, His love for me is greater than any of my trials.

Like the child in His arms, He'll carry you through it all.

With Him your night will be as day, even in the darkest times.

Trust in Him, His word will never fail.

I've come to know that through these years, He's taken all my fears.

God is good, He'll always see you through.

Fear not, my child. I'll never ever leave you.

I'll never forsake you, even for a while.

For you are mine, you are mine.

Hold me

You see every teardrops in my eyes.

Through the crossroads, the difficult times, 

You'll hold my hand.

Even though my weaknesses stand,

Your love it pushes me on.

Let my eyes be fixed on you,

on the very promise you've given me.

Give me courage to walk this narrow path,

Your ways be revealed here in my life.

Through every tears and pain,

All i ask is,

Lord, have your mercy on them.

I know my destiny will never be the same again,

ever since that day.

But i do not regret,

Instead i look towards the eternal reward.

For i know you love me,

you know me more than i do,

and definitely will not see me suffer alone.

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" Jeremiah 29:11

My prayer

Thank God for leading me. You have brought me to many crossroads, grant me the freedom to choose and most importantly assuring me of your presence regardless of whatever decision i make. Now that i am clear of what i want to commit into for at least the next few years, Lord i ask for your favour, your providence and everlasting confidence. Allow me to have also favour with people whom i'll meet along the way. All in all i cast all my worries and anxieties into your hands. I will not dwell in unworthy stuffs but i'll look towards you, with my very focus on you i know i'll never get lost. Make me stronger, independent and dependent on you. 

Yet another learning phase,

I know you'll hold my hand.

With many obstacles to face,

I'll not be afraid. 

I'll stand strong 

and witness your grace.

Thank you Lord.

Enjoy the Journey

I just started reading this book that i've bought few months back (when joel was still working at BBS) and God gave me another revelation. This book is an account of jars of clay and Brother andrew going vietnam and china for mission work. Though i've been to indonesia twice for mission work myself, i wasn't as impacted as reading just the first chapter of this book!

I began to think about the suffering children in the third world countries and all who are facing life's greatest battle. How small are my problems as compared to theirs? We count down every minute we spend in lecture halls and tutorials and hoping for holidays to arrive asap. Them? Every single minute for them is battling moment. Can they live past yet another minute? Will they be at the Heaven's door in a minute's time? We have the privilege to make decisions like what to eat for lunch, where to go after work, should i join this club...where they can only decide between persevering to keep that last breath and surrendering to death. Aren't we so much more fortunate?

Oh Lord, have mercy on these suffering children. We claim your promise, that suffering children are ALL safe in your arms. May your grace and love covers them, day and night. Lift their pain, their burden, their worries and grant them your very peace and happiness. Oh Lord...have mercy.

Enjoy the Journey, that God has set for you. Let Him unfold His wonderful plans in our life, with that trust and confidence. Many crossroads He'll bring us to. But be assured that no matter what decisions we make in life, whether big or small, He'll be there for you. He's always there for you...

Girly are u tired? Don't grow weary!

God, our God will make you strong.

He'll take care of you, 

He'll give you a better tomorrow. 

Don't give up, hang in there,

for God has promised good to you.

He'll surely make you soar on eagles' wings.

Love from above, love from your sides.

My dear friend, jia you ah...

With you, with love. 

My dear Friends

My words for you guys...

Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter of your life is through

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

And with the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you live in
Is the strength that now you show

We'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong